You know how sometimes not much happens but there’s always that pillar and everything that does happen happens with your pillar? Kathy was mine….when she left, I was at such a lost. What to do when you can’t pick up the phone? Or when….the weekend comes around and there wasn’t anyone to just…be with?
Now…so much happens that I don’t know what’s happening unless I have my planner…and the only way I know the date is by remember what is supposed to happen that day. So many dinners, parties, gatherings, invitations, people to meet…..But still you can’t really pick up the phone…and there still isn’t anyone to just…be with.
Not sure which is worse…the one person you can just be with is not near so you feel alone? or being with so many people but not really truly belonging, so you feel even more alone.