You know how sometimes not much happens but there’s always that pillar and everything that does happen happens with your pillar? Kathy was mine….when she left, I was at such a lost. What to do when you can’t pick up the phone? Or when….the weekend comes around and there wasn’t anyone to just…be with?
Now…so much happens that I don’t know what’s happening unless I have my planner…and the only way I know the date is by remember what is supposed to happen that day. So many dinners, parties, gatherings, invitations, people to meet…..But still you can’t really pick up the phone…and there still isn’t anyone to just…be with.
Not sure which is worse…the one person you can just be with is not near so you feel alone? or being with so many people but not really truly belonging, so you feel even more alone.
…too many times for it to be mid June already.
So. I don’t even know what I’ve done in the past 4 months really. Gotta check my calendar and planner.
[+] getting to go to Canucks Playoffs round 1 game 7 where Burr scored that OT game winner and I screamed til I lost my voice.
[+] watching the Canucks go all the way to the Stanley Cup finals….and perhaps bringing the cup home with them tonight from Boston. 🙂
[+] shopping trips to the states to get prep’d for Mexico 2011!
[+] softball season! practice every sunday made me feel active. lol and the tournament rocked my world.
[+] first time on a beach! in a bikini! actually had to get used to feeling so scandalous lol
[+] Mexico. It’ll have its own post eventually, I’m sure 😉
[-] watching the Nucks lose twice in Mexico. *sad face
[-] having to leave work in a pinch when i left for Mexico (yes, I felt bad for leaving on vacation. that’s a first)
and the ugly:
[=] the reason for the pinch at work was Stan leaving us for CoastCapital with a 2 day notice. which led to me bursting into tears in front of my area manager when he came over to congratulate me on a great softball game. lol aw man I felt so bad. now i dread going back to work because it’s just not the same without Stan.
[=] coming home.